Heej, tänkte lägga upp Joaquin Phoenixs' samtal till 112 :/ eller som det heter i USA 911..
Vet inte om nåt lagt upp det förut men ja.. Det e helt hemskt.. Man bara liksom hör DESPERATIONEN i Joaquins röst :( börjar nästan gråta känner jag :/

Stackare <3

From Interview:
"I don't really think I had really been aware of the fame that my brother had acquired, because he never carried himself as such. Our television at home had only one channel, and it was PBS. I never saw premieres, never watched Entertainment Tonight, any of that. So his celebrity was another world, And when that world was suddenly brought to our doorstep, I think it just rocked me. You just want to go through your own process of acceptance, or understanding — if there is any — without any other influences. Through all that I hadn't seen much that was positive. I mean there certainly was an outpouring of love from a lot of people, but more than anything, there was a lot of ugliness."


From COSMOPOLITAN:
"I'm proud of my brother. I would never not want to be associated with him."


From MOVIELINE:
"I've heard stuff about how the night River died he was partying and all that — it's so untrue. That night we were together. He was just playing guitar. He wanted to show me a new song. And... I wanted to go out to see Flea play, because I'd never seen him play before. River wanted to go home, just hang out, play guitar. I was the one who wanted to go out and he was just making sure to take care of me. But some guy who claims he was best friends with River comes out — I don't know who the fuck he is, neither does anyone else — claiming all this bullshit. That is why I've been reluctant to share anything."

"It's tragic, because part of me wants to open up. I mean, there are things that I'd love to clear up. But at the same time, the more I state that publicly that can be taken, used and distorted, the more I add to my family's grief and my own grief."

"I don't have the slightest desire to speak over my dead brother. It gets on my nerves to always be compared with him. My brother was a magnificent person and an outstanding actor."

"This 911 call was sent in the radio and television. It was terrible. They photographed him in his coffin. And these hysterical girls who were at the funeral almost fell into the grave. Repulsive. It was a long time before I overcame this shock."

"I'm still... it's very difficult to talk about it because when you lose something, someone, it's such a great loss, you try and hold onto anything that you have, and memories that you have, and what was so difficult and what scarred me for a long time was when those memories were robbed from me. I wasn't allowed to experience them on my own time. Other people took advantage of their access to me, and suddenly my memories were distorted and changed. So it's very difficult, it's hard for me to talk about it now. When you lose someone, you need to go through a really long period to try and understand what's happened and to feel that loss in your own way. It's more difficult if it's a public death because it's going to take you that much longer to try and understand what's happened. So I dont think I can really share it with you."

"My brother's death has been spread out across the world. The press has been heartless. It's entertainment to them."

"After River's death, I felt like I was in an altered state. It took me over a year to get my life back."

"To me, it's a crime to sneak in and take a picture of someone dead in their... It's a crime and if I ever found out who did that, I'd probably end up in prison. Because I'd beat the living shit out of them."

"River and I would talk about getting old, being in our 50s together, how it'd probably take us that long to get to work together. There was something gorgeous about us being old together. River will be missed — period. I mean now, more than ever I wish I could talk to him."

"If someone wants to write about me being in my brother's shadow, that's their prerogative. I can't worry about it, I'm very proud of my brother."

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River <3

Är otroligt orolig för Rivers bror, Joaquin Phoenix (Leaf Phoenix),
till höger ser ni hur han såg ut för ca. 2 år sedan. Och till vänster ser ni
hur han såg ut förra året (och i år), jag tror det rör sig om att han är
jätte deprimerad, det kanske inte ser ut så på bilden, men ni skulle se
hur han betedde sig hos Letterman i början på förra året. Människor hade
teorier om att han var hög på droger osv. Men innerst inne tror jag faktiskt
inte att Joaquin tar droger. Jag menar, hans storebror dog av droger, tror
inte att han skulle göra samma misstag. Om ni vill se en intervju för tre
år sedan när han var helt ok! Klicka här!, om ni vill se intervjun förra året,
Klicka här!, jag menar, håller ni inte med? Jag är i alla fall orolig för att
han ska sluta som River, det vill jag verkligen inte. Inte en till Phoenix.


Dr. Drew är orolig för Joaquin.

Blir så sorgen när jag ser det här, visst vill jag tycka "Damn han är sexig", som
i allt annat. Men det går bara inte, inte i det här filmklippet. Det här är en av de
sista klippen som finns med River. När han dog, var det bara 11 dagar kvar av
inspelningen.. elva dagar... Det är bara sjukt. Den sista bilden som någonsin
togs på River däremot, den hatar jag. Så jävla respektlöst, en papparazzi sprang
in på hans begravning och tog en bild på River i kistan! Blir bara så jävla äcklad!
Hur kan man göra något sådant?

Åh, har jag sagt hur mycket jag älskar Rivers blickar? .. Jo, det har jag nog :o!

/ Ebba

Blev som helt tagen av den här videon, vet inte riktigt vad den handlar
om, men kanske att River/Mike tänker tillbaka på hur det var förut.
 Men det var inte det jag fastna för, hans blickar i den här videon och i
filmen "My Own Private Idaho" är helt otroliga, han visar så mycket känsla.
 Det är det jag älskar med River, han var en riktig skådespelare.
Och när man ser att han är så sorgsen, så blir man det själv.
Den här videon är 9 minuter och 45 sekunder lång,
och jag var fastfrusen vid rutan, kolla själva, så förstår ni.

Här kommer några söta bilder på River och hans bror Joaquin!














Avslutar med ett gulligt citat av Joaquin


Syskonkärlek <3

Det här är nog den snyggaste bilden på River som finns
enligt mig. Allt är bara perfekt, alla drag är helt amazing.
Läpparna.. Näsan.. Ögonen.. Håret.. Rynkan i pannan..
AH! Han är så jävla HET! XD haha! Eller, snarare vacker
enligt mig, visst han är het, snygg och allt det andra.
Men han är den ända killen man kan säga är beautiful.
Håller ni inte med?

Haha, har aldrig tänkt på det, men håller med!
Same hair, same things! ;)

Ha fortsatt trevlig kväll! / Ebba

Här är den sista bilden som togs på River levande.
Usch,får en klump i halsen när jag tänker på det <3

En intervju med Wil Wheaton (Stand By Me) medspelare:

Det är sorgligt att höra det han säger, men det är sant.

I en intervju med Wil säger han: 

How was it working with River Phoenix?

River was really, really cool. At the time, I looked up
to him because he was such a cool guy.

He was a wonderful actor, and a wonderful person, and it really
fucking sucks that nobody tried to stop him from becoming a complete junkie.

When I see the bullshit hacks who are passing for young,
hot actors these days, I really miss River. Because he was a
REAL actor, not a pre-packaged bunch of hype and marketing.

Den här videon visar precis hur mycket fantastiska saker River gjorde, och vilken
underbar människa, älskar denna videon, gud!, Va underbar han är!

Helt sjukt att han inte finns mer, han skulle kunnat göra så mycket mer,
hjälpa så många menniskor, aa.. otroligt..